2009...
What a year! Jordan was gone at the beginning and came back from his first deployment in the first quarter of the year. And then he left at the end of the year for his second deployment.
New friends were made, many lost.
I am back in college now. And I am loving it. I forgot how much I missed being in school. I am finally doing something for myself now.
This whole year has been crazy. There has been tears. Good and bad. There has been laughter. Arguments. Love. Drama. And Rumors. But through everything, I wouldn't take it back for anything. Because for one, its made me who I am today. And most importantly, it helped me realize who I am. 2009 has been like a big fog, and through it, I did not know who I was or what I was meant to do in life. Now, I got through the fog and now I am seeing myself clearly. I know exactly who I am. I am a strong individual and that is all because of everything this year. I am a GREAT mother to my kids, whether certain people want to believe it or not. I'm driven when it comes to things that I want the most. I am quite when it comes to things I don't want to talk about or things I don't believe in. I am a goofball most of the time. I am shy when you first get to know me. I have sarcasm sometimes, but only in a fun-loving way. I am someone that can not be knocked down anymore, I can be pushed to a limit, but never knocked down again.
2010..
This next year will be full of events. Photo-shoots (already booked). Baby showers. Birthdays. Homecomings. School. Graduations. Vow renewal to plan. Vacations. And my ultimate challenge, a new me (physically). This is not a guess, not a new years resolution, but a fact. Starting with yesterday. When Jordan comes home, when half the year is over, he will indeed be welcomed by his wife in a new body. I am starting the weight-loss competition in January. I am doing this and taking it seriously.
With my photography, I will begin classes with the New York Institute of Photography. I am also doing a fabulous calender photoshoot in the beginning of the year. It deals with hot cars and trucks with models. Its a MAJOR photo-shoot, that will be sure to pay off most of my classes!
And who knows, maybe there are orders for us in the future.
